I can still remember that day.... that day when I ask someone, what's your birthday wish... At sino ba namang di magmemelt ang puso sa hiling nya na " Sana, sana kahit anong mangyari, hindi mo ako iiwan"... 
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That day, di ko alam kung anong dapat kong maramdaman. I even don't know the thing I felt when I heard his answer.

Masaya ako..

Sino ba namang hindi? Yung tipong parang sigurado ka na talaga.

Sigurado ka na sa akin,

sa tayo.

And at that moment I promised that I will make his wish come true. That I won't leave him. Whatever happens, I will never leave him....
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Pero, siguro, promises are really meant to be broken.

Siguro minsan nakakagawa lang tayo ng mga pangako kasi on that moment we were sure of what are feelings are.

We are happy.

We were at that point of our life na feeling natin totoo ang lahat,

na tama ang lahat,

pero ang totoo eh nabubulagan lang tayo sa kung ano ang totoo...
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PANGAKO.Isang salita pero may malalim na kahulugan.

Minsan nakakasabik pakinggan,

madalas masaya,

minsan nakakatakot,

minsan may galit,

yung iba may luha...

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I promised that whatever happens I won't leave him.

Mahirap man,

masakit man.

Nangako ako, kasi yun naman ang hiniling mo diba?

Pero tama bang pilitin kong tuparin yung pangakong yun kung mismong ikaw, binawi mo yung hiling mo?

Tama pa bang piliting kumapit sa kamay mo kung mismong ikaw binitawan na ako?..
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Akala ko kapag mahal mo dapat ipaglaban mo.

HINDI PALA.

Minsan kapag mahal mo, dapat pala pakawalan mo.

Mahirap?

Oo, mahal mo nga eh.

Pero ano bang mas mahirap?

Pakawalan siya o ipagpilitan yung sarili mo?

Parehas na mahirap no?

Kapag wala kang mapili, piliin mo nalang yung sarili mo.

Kung saan ka sasaya..

Sa kanya?? No! That's not what I mean.

Piliin mo kung saan ka TUNAY na sasaya...
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Sometimes promises are meant to be broken.

Not because hindi ka marunong tumupad ng pangako

but because it's for the best, and for your happiness.

Madalas pa nga kung ano pa yung pina-promise mo yun pa ang di mo nagagawa.

PANGAKONG DI NA MALLATE...

PANGAKONG MAGPAPAPAYAT..

PANGAKONG MAGSISIPAG...

PANGAKONG DI NA IIYAK...

PANGAKONG DI KA IIWAN.......

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Sabi nila promises are not meant to be broken, but sometimes it does.

So one thing I learned is instead of making promises, just do what you think is right and can make you feel happy.

Gawin mo nalang wag nang mangako. Less promises, less expectation....

Mahirap mangako, mahirap tumupad ng pangako lalo na sa mundong ginagalawan natin. Sa panahon ngayon everything changes.

Mura ngayon,

bukas mahal na.

Mahal mo ngayon,

bukas hindi na...

But it doesn't mean na mawalan ka na ng tiwala sa sistema mo.

Not because someone broke your trust doesn't mean the next person will too..

Never carry the footprints of yesterday for tomorrow. Because tomorrow, there will always be new footprints, for you to see and to cherish.

NEVER STOP BELIEVING.

NEVER STOP BELIEVING that there will be someone that can make their promises and your wishes come true.

And on that moment you will realize why the past didn't work out.

Why the past didn't last.

Kasi may darating, and this time magtatagal na,

this time totoo na,

hindi na pangako,

in the memory of the person I loved twice but chose to break my heart thrice.... Don't worry wala akong galit sayo.. and I never had. I will always cherish the moments we had.. Thank you for the short time, thank you kasi kung hindi dahil sayo wala tong topic na to.... I wish you happiness....